WARNING: I am crazy and if you get confused by my thoughts, don't worry, it's ok.
Maybe it's because I'm listening to UNKLE. Or because I have watched "Matrix" way too many times.
The question is: Am I the only one who is aware that every single of our movements is being shamelessly observed by the government? You know what I mean when I say "Big Brother is watching you"? Orwell's "1987"? It has become reality.
Not that I am developing a pathological paranoia but instead of living my life like each one of you does, I question it.
I know very exactly that my (and your) phone conversations are being registered in a huge computer and there might even be a person listening to what I have to tell my friends.
All because of those fucking terrorists. This whole goddamn suspicion is driving me crazy. I can't even fly from one destionation to an other without worrying that my plane might blow up.
I do believe that 9/11 was the CIA's fault. CIA and the government. They just needed a reason to finally start a war. And one day, when it all comes out, I won't wonder. I will lean back in my chair and say: "Hate to say I told you so, folks."
Sometimes I wish I was a spy. I admit that sounds hilarious, especially when you know that I am afraid of the dark (and as we all know from 007 - the supercool work is always done at night). But if I was a spy, I'd do everything to find out who's pushing the big button to control the whole world. And please, let God out of this. I don't believe in God, there's enough proof that he doesn't exist.
Who is the one responsible for everything that is being set in motion? USA? Pentagon? I simply don't know but I want to find it out.
Why do I actually always talk about America? It could be China or Russia as well.
Right now my brain feels as if it's gonna burst and split my skull into half because I have so much to tell you guys but I'm writing too slowly. If you get to think about what I am saying, you might go mental. And that's understandable because them thoughts only show you that you are part of the system and that your life actually doesn't matter much to anyone besides your family and friends. Even if you have accomplished something of great meaning to the whole world, your accomplishment will last only a few years. Only if you become a second Hitler (sorry about mentioning his name, but we have to grow up, people. If we hide his personality under our carpet he will always be there and his personality will grow under that fucking carpet, whether we want that or not. But if we say his name out loud, we confront that bastard and he starts losing weight) you might be of some importance (to the government) because you try to achieve something terrible.
Or you follow my footsteps and become a rebell. Rebells are the government's enemy number one because they have the guts to make head against all the laws and rules. The are not part of the system, they yank themselves off it.
One day when this whole control sickness will leak through everybody's mind, a third world war migh start. I'm just sayin', I actually doubt that this will happen but you never know.
As I said, I have way too many questions racing through my head.
New World Order. Conspiracy theories. The End of the World. What happens after death. Do parallel universes exist. Can we travell trough time. What about aliens. What in the hell do we use the remaining 2/3 of our brain for. Telepathy, does it exist. Why God.
I heard of people who took LSD and after their trip they changed their point of view to the world and afterlife and everything. Their mental personality practically changed its shape. They said that they had seen the beauty of the world in all her infinity and some of them became religious 'cause they said they "felt" God's wires to their heart. And some of them said that they kind of flew through the fourth dimension, right into space and into the heart of a parallel universe.
As if they expanded their subconsciousness to the fullest and experienced what it feels like to have controll of the whole brain, which accordingly includes the 2/3 of the brain a human being usually never uses.
All of this sounds overwhelming and so beautiful that I'll probably start crying every moment.
I know that I am weird but if I wasn't, I'd have to force myself to become so.
Maybe one day I'll try out LSD and see if it changes anything within my mind. And maybe I won't because I heard that people who have schizophrenia shouldn't try anything like that, it might make them go balistic and develope suicidial ideas. And I don't want to kill myself.
Back to basics:
The government knows, very probably, the answers to my fat-marked questions above (New World Order etc.).
We are all part of the system.
(Like Matrix, although I doubt that our reality isn't real. Even if it wasn't, I guess I wouldn't want to know it.)
Did you know that my wits are much more sophisticated than those ones of a normal person? No, I ain't a vampire or something but I did a lot of tests in hospitals with a lot of doctors and scientists and stuff and they were all virtually amazed of how capable my senses are. I can hear and smell and feel much, much better than an average person can. And when I say I can feel better, than I mean my sixth sense (everyone has one, not only me). I can feel if something is wrong, some kind of incredible instinct or third eye I heard them say but I don't know any better. I have no friggin' idea why I'm telling you that. Certainly not to say: "Hey, lookit me, I have Superpowers and you don't". I am crazy, that's a medically proven fact. And that is also the reason why I keep talking about government, suspicion and all the other stuff.
But you know what? If I didn't talk about it, hardly anyone would because people don't like to think about anything that is beyond their horizon, which is very shallow I think.
Thank you for your comments. I even appreaciate the mean ones.
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